I'm not a writer, I was never good at English in school, maths and numbers always seemed to be my thing although I didn't exactly excel in that either. I'm 20 now and I still don't have a clue what I want to do with my life, I'm not sure what kind of career I want or what specific things I want to complete during my life; sometimes I feel like everyone else has got there lives planned and put together. I get stressed as though I'm behind on the planning of life, I should know what I want to do by now, right? Becoming a mum at 19 wasn't something I ever planned on doing, I still to this day can't believe I have been blessed with the most incredible but also hardest job on earth. I think having a baby so young and unplanned has also thrown me off a lot when it comes to my future, because now that future isn't just mine. It's also his. I have to give him the best life I possibly can but I don't know how to do that just yet. Sometimes I think I